cartunegirl56

Hellooo I'm feeling nostalgic and looking through old DA journals and notes and comments and thinking about old friends that I haven't talked to in a while.  Who all's still out there? Miss you guys :noes:

This weekend= awesome.  For one thing, went to Denver Comic Con as Feferi and met a ton of lovely people. Secondly my best friend and meowrail moonmirroir (https://www.deviantart.com/moonmirroir) flew out here to stay with us and I finally got to meet her in person!! http://sta.sh/01ffsn650cpn I can barely even believe that happened actually! Here's us in cosplay with some other awesome homestucks, she is Roxy :3 http://sta.sh/01ogax90c5cc

So, yeah, I don't really know what to say here.  A variety of factors are keeping me from being active on this (and a few other) websites.  It's my fault really.  I am an emotional roller coaster as of late, up and down like nobody's business, unable to concentrate on anything important for any significant period of time.  Some days I feel like everything is alright and will only get better.  But many I feel as if I'm falling apart at the seams and there's no hope for me to be normal and happy and successful.  I feel like I owe things to people here, which may be the reason my mind is putting this DeviantART block up.  I'm a proud person and